Well I guess it would be difficult for me to define the title above. It's something that you could search in the net and got about 1,000 results for definition yet the real thought of it would be different. So why would the hell I got the idea of making something about the real happiness despite the fact that I cannot define it nor explain it. Oh well..How am I supossed to start this?hmm..So I won't mention any definition by this time. I would just like to share something today. Wow! This is unusual.haha. I used to hide my identity.haha. I just turn 22 last summer where my bhehalf and my few super close friends surpised me with a simple cake and bday bash. That's also the time when I got an answered prayer in passing the Law school Admission Exam. i graduated two years ago but unfortunately wasn't able to enrol immediately in the Lawschool for the reason that our Economy has..insufficient fund.haha. I worked for about a year in Law firm where I gain considerable experience of being a P.A. of the Royal highness Leslie. L.R. to P.A. (Legal Researcher to Personal Alalay) When I got enough money for my enrollment I hurriedly resign from my work and join the leage of zombie teachers in Ortigas. haha. I work as a Korean Teacher up to present. The workplace and time was really different and most especially my boss.hehe. The classes in the Law school started in the mid week of June. I'm a teacher and I'm also a student. Depite the busy schedule I make sure that I spend time with precious people in earth. And if there's something I learn in my childhood days and practicing this time that is the ART of BALANCE. I'm a gynast when I was a kid. I can stretch myself to whetever position my master wants me to do. So why would this so called Art is important to me now?Well I guess for someone who mess up most of the time with her schedule should have join the club when she was young. Time is a very important thing. You have to use it wisely. Every weekend I went back to my hometown for my family. My mom and Dad. Everynow and then I get the chance of meeting my friends. Old and new. I'm a lover, a friend, a daughter, a follower, a teacher,..And if there's one thing that keeps me doing all those things is the aforementioned topic of this post. Seeing smiles from my mom and dad everytime I got home safe. Passing the exams and reciatations in school notwithstanding the lack of sleep. Hearing "Thank You and you're the best Teacher!" from my students. A hug and comfort from friends. A faithful and loving bhe half. i may have difficulties in life til now but still am thankful and feel blessed for all of those things. I'm glad I was able to go back with the world when I committed suicide when I was in my Junior year. That was able to heal all the wounds in the past. That despite all the troubles I made still I was able to get up. And I guess that is the main reason why I can smile and feel the real thing now.
Love it. That's Real happiness......
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Things that Marshi wants to do before leaving the earth:
1. Be a Lawyer.
2. Publish a book.
3. Build my dream house.
4. Build a classroom in my adopted community.
5. Be the best wife and mom.
6. Travel the whole world.
7. Produce a concert.
8. Go back to my old school and have my speech.
9. Teach Filipino students.
my two cents worth..
I started blogging when I was a sophomore college student. It was just a free site offered by friendster. com. that time blogging was not that a thing. It was more of a hobby of releasing your thoughts through those keys. I had so many site but unfortunately most of them got no space already that is why I created this one. This is my own way of sharing my personal views. I'm not a back stabber. I can shout right in front of you if I know that I'm telling the truth and you're juts doing your shit. I'm not patient in waiting but I'm trying to be. I'm hard headed. I fight for what I believe is right but I also knew when to raise my white flag. I don't easily forgive and forget. I value education that is why I hate seeing students cutting their classes just for the sake of enjoying with their friends. I'm not a grade concious nor a role model of the campus. I'm just one of those students whom everyone thought would just make a shit but surprisingly do a hit. You might think I'm bragging but I'm not. I always believe that I'm still the little girl raised in my home town. Little enough to look up but big enough to chase. I still need to search for myself. Make the neccesary adjustment to fit the world and have my own identity. I owe everything to this world. I might look a bratt but I knew when to bow my head and kneel if standing was going difficult. I owe everything not just to my Lord and my parents but for everyone who've hurted, disppointed and made me feel small for those are the reasons why I keep on searching for myself and putting my best forward.
" Righteousness??hindi lang sa hindi ka gumagawa ng mali..kelangan mo din gumawa ng tama.."
1 comment:
self happiness is the best thing we should always possess! =)
Shella liked you post.
Hahaha!
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