Take a look at it!

It isn't really the only things that you can see in my world. But these are few things that you can see if you'll have an on the spot checkpoint on my bag. Mind you guys I bring these stuff anywhere that's why my bhehalf kept on bugging me about this coz most of the time he's the one carrying my bag. haha. He has no choice but to carry my "bagahe". I'm not fond of bringing small bags. I kept everything in small bags and put them on my big bag. So if you'll open my bag you'll see alot of small pouches inside. The first group is my "pencil case"haha. I've heard a loud nerve cracking laugh from my bhe when I told him that I'm going to dv to search for a cute pencil case and then he answered "alin bibilin mo yung may cartoons at umiilaw?hahaha". Well I'm serious about it Mr. Kiko! hehe. So here is the first group. (First Pic) I bought this pouch for 15bucks. A barbie ruler got it from my mom. 2 highlighters from bhe. 0.3 signpens. I already consumed 4pcs of that. A pencil, cute erasers which I got for 18bucks(6pcs,) liquid eraser and small sharpener. If you'll gonna look closer in the pouch you'll a keychain; that was given to me by the owner of Yoons Academy. I just saw her in the elevator when I was about to go home. We had a short chit chat. Fortunately, we are talking in English not in Korean. haha. Before we leave the building she tap my shoulder and gave me simple yet very inspiring message. And to my surprise she handed me this simple handmade keychain. How sweet! hehe.

The second group is my "kikay kit". A Lesportsac Pouch from Leslie. She gave me that after she had her long vacation at NY. She keeps on telling us that its orig. The hell I care!haha. What you can see on the inside are few staffs that keeps me beautiful.haha. On the go retouching!haha. I'm using powder instead of foundation. haha. A tomato orange flavor of blush on to put some life on my face coz I look so dull because of lack of sleep. A mirror from Anne. Big comb for my curly hair. I used to be curl but unfortunately the curst was over that's why I'm back from being straight now.haha. Lipgloss which I only use when it's cold. 3in 1 make up (blush on+lipstick+eyeshadow). 2in 1 eyeshadow+lipstick. Yeah! I love those stuff that comes with easy to carry like in one..whatever in one. haha. If it would be possible 10in 1 will do..why not?haha. Another Kikay thing is my curler. Just for Kikay!haha.The small bottle beside my powder is my lotion. I can't start my class without that thing. haha. I just refill this bottle from the one that was given to me last christmas. A victoria secret from Kua Jc. Last but definetly not the least coz this is something I would never ever dare to leave. My magic!haha. My concealer. This was given to me by boardmate Lyka. I can't leave the house without these stuff.

The third picture is not actually a bag but a coin purse which was given to again by Leslie. When she visited Hongkong. Again she kept on bugging us about this orig Lesportsac. haha. The two chains on my purse were from Sette and Chai. Sette gave the dream catcher 3years ago after our Baguio trip and Chai gave me the Emerald Birth Stone Chain from San Fabian Church. The pin that's in the right side of my purse (I hope its visible) that is from Atty. Mae my superior who happens to be my closest friend in the office.

So you're probably convince now that I have a very messy bag. ahaha. The next group is my stuff in general. Huh?haha.. So I have my umbrella that's from my mom. My thumbler which i carry everywhere beacause I get easily tired and that is the only thing that keeps me going. water Theraphy! Go Go Go! Under my thumbler is my plastic envelope which carry all my important documents for my work and school. Right beside on it is my key chain. My first baby KENSHI which was given to me by my bhe half when he was courting me.haha. Aside from Kenshi who's holding my keys is a rosary also came from my bhe, a key chain from Greece courtesy of Atty. Padilla, a flashlight from my sis Te Krystel and a  Yahoo lace from my boardmate Tep. The black polca dot pouch from Egg was from te jess CCCPLO accountant. That's a christmas gift. Inside that pouch are my meds. Yeah! I got a lot of  it. From headache to memory loss I got an answer to that.  I drink to that!haha Not to mention my inhaler whose at the side of this pouch. Woah! Thank God I'm still breathing. haha. Lastly, my card reader. i just brought it at CDr King. I call this group as general coz I really don't know how to categorize it. haha.

Hmm..So here's the following identification cards that you can see on my wallet. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to take a picture on my wallet. Maybe I'll just post it on the next day if i still have time. My PUP Law school I.D. I already surrender my BPAG I.D. My WESTERN UNION Card which I haven't use. haha. My HSBC CC which I recently used when I purchased my Civil Code Book. My SAMASA ID. Oath of Alligiance. My ever saving BPI card. My Laking National Card. Laking National To!haha. My Intel Care card unfortunately it's expired already. My Wendy's Card. My Red Card from HSBC, My ALUMNI ID from my Sintang Paaralan and Lastly, the proof o0f my income.haha. My TIN Card.

So here's the last part.Oops! I don't carry that big Vaseline thing. haha.But I used this almost every day. I can't sleep without it. My PJ. Petroleum Jelly. My boardmate Phen was the one who owns this bbut she gave me the right to overuse it. haha. I kept a small one of this but unfortunately I already consume it. haha. On the back of my PJ is my Bath& Body works Perfume. Love it! and at the back of it is my ever protective Green Cross Alcohol. The pink thing on the left side is just my feminine wash.haha. Buut I don't carry that. That is only the case of the bottle. And I love it coz its pink.haha

TIMES UP!haha

You almost see my private life. haha. Its weirtd yet cool.haha. I think.haha. So the next time you see me and my bhe arguing about something you know alreadfy the reason of it.haha.

Changes?How do you deal with it?..

It's been a long time since I've post something on my blog. Oh well..I haven't got a lot of time to finish an entry. I've got so many drafts on my dashboard which I wasn't able to finish for lack of time. But since my two students were absent today I'm gonna let my heart out. Haha. I've been dealing with this feeling for quiet sometime. From the time I enter law school life has been a different thing. I have to change my lifestyle. Adjust my time. Forget about spending to much into something unimportant. Though I still manage to balance my work and studies there's still somethings I can't hold on to. And that is friendship.

Last Sunday I got a message from Sette telling us that she broke up with Je. She texted me around 12in the midnight but unfortunately I 've read the message around 3am for its the time that I have to go to my work. I just had a short chitchat with her since that time she still awake. i think we just exchange 5 messages and that's it. That wasn't surprising. Most of the time I sent  reply to those who texted me an hour or more late and worst sometimes I just ignore it. That's a bad habit I know. But I can't help not to do it. There were times that I can't help but think that the main reason why most of my friends got no time for some friendship moments its because I myself can't give it too. The feeling of being stranger with your friends. I hate it. I wanted to pause and spend a quiet sometime with them. Ask them what's going on. Give them a hug and show them how a friend can change the world's shit to something good.

So how do I deal with changes?

This poor little girl don't know how to deal with it. I'm honest to that. I'm having  a hard time when it comes to dealing with changes. I'm too emotional though I'm trying not to show it. Oh well.. I tried not to get envy everytime they got new friends and suddenly forget about the old ones. Cancan and my bhe half knew that. They're the one who notice it. Its not bad to have new friends but sometimes just because where too happy with new ones we forget about the old ones. I felt guilty when I realized that I almost change not because I got new ones but because I was too busy...

Cope with it.

REAL HAPPINESS???

Well I guess it would be difficult for me to define the title above. It's something that you could search in the net and got about 1,000 results for definition yet the real thought of it would be different. So why would the hell I got the idea of making something about the real happiness despite the fact that I cannot define it nor explain it. Oh well..How am I supossed to start this?hmm..So I won't mention any definition by this time. I would just like to share something today. Wow! This is unusual.haha. I used to hide my identity.haha. I just turn 22 last summer where my bhehalf and my few super close friends surpised me with a simple cake and bday bash. That's also the time when I got an answered prayer in passing the Law school Admission Exam. i graduated two years ago but unfortunately wasn't able to enrol immediately in the Lawschool for the reason that our Economy has..insufficient fund.haha. I worked for about a year in Law firm where I gain considerable experience of being a P.A. of the Royal highness Leslie. L.R. to P.A. (Legal Researcher to Personal Alalay) When I got enough money for my enrollment I hurriedly resign from my work and join the leage of zombie teachers in Ortigas. haha. I work as a Korean Teacher up to present. The workplace and time was really different and most especially my boss.hehe. The classes in the Law school started in the mid week of June. I'm a teacher and I'm also a student. Depite the busy schedule I make sure that I spend time with precious people in earth. And if there's something I learn in my childhood days and practicing this time that is the ART of BALANCE. I'm a gynast when I was a kid. I can stretch myself to whetever position my master wants me to do. So why would this so called Art is important to me now?Well I guess for someone who mess up most of the time with her schedule should have join the club when she was young. Time is a very important thing. You have to use it wisely. Every weekend I went back to my hometown for my family. My mom and Dad. Everynow and then I get the chance of meeting my friends. Old and new. I'm a lover, a friend, a daughter, a follower, a teacher,..And if there's one thing that keeps me doing all those things is the aforementioned topic of this post. Seeing smiles from my mom and dad everytime I got home safe. Passing the exams and reciatations in school notwithstanding the lack of sleep. Hearing "Thank You and you're the best Teacher!" from my students. A hug and comfort from friends. A faithful and loving bhe half. i may have difficulties in life til now but still am thankful and feel blessed for all of those things. I'm glad I was able to go back with the world when I committed suicide when I was in my Junior year. That was able to heal all the wounds in the past. That despite all the troubles I made still I was able to get up. And I guess that is the main reason why I can smile and feel the real thing now.


Love it. That's Real happiness......

An Inconvenient Truth---Something to watch!

This is something I learned about the movie that I've watched last friday in my ENVI LAW class. Its the movie of Al Gore. The famous yet frustrated Al Gore. FYI for those who didn't know him. Al Gore is an Environment Activist who won the popular vote by approximately 500,000 votes, but ultimately lost the election to Republican candidate George W. Bush when the legal controversy over the Florida election recount was eventually settled in the U. S. Supreme Court by a 5–4 margin in favor of Bush. The movie was entitled "An Inconvenient Truth" which also has a book entitled the same. An eye opener for all of us. I guess so. Though it wasn't my first time to watch something like that yet at the end of the movie my brain freezed and suddenly ask the question which Al gore ask on the movie. What really stike me the most is not the devastating situation of the world. I knew that. I've seen the same movie 11th hour who also has almost the same content. What strikes me the most is his explanation on how human's reacted on difficult situation as compare to a frog. he said.."Human are like frogs. When you put a frog into cup of hot water it eventually pump up and reacted for help. While if you put it on a cup of water with a "not so hot" and comfortable water while burning it on a stove he'll do nothing but stay without knowing that heat coming from the stove will later on kill him. And after few seconds here comes the frog worrying about his situation. He will push his luck and pray that he could come out." Funny but true. We all tend to react that way. We just enjoy the moment without thinking that this would make us miserable in few times from now. Just lilke our problem with our environment. wow! I'm speaking now as if I'm an Environmental activist. Well I guess it would be just for me to say this though a lot of people might laugh. We all tend to react like that pitty frog. I wish I could have the same determinitaion that Al gore has. Person to person. Family to family. Group by group. Country to country. We can make change. Let's all change the attitude of a frog. REACT.

Weekend again..

I've got a lot of plans for tomorrow. I'll be meeting my highschool friends. Wee! I miss them so much! I have to wake up as early as 6am for the mass. Not so early compare to my everyday routine of waking up at 3am.haha. I'll be with mom and dad in the mass in the morning. I must thank God for all those blessings he gave me most especially for my midterm grades. Woa! I still have to work out for my Fainal grades! His will be done! Weee!Going back with my plans, after the mass I'll go at Anne's crib. Just two hours of chitchatting with them. I hope so. haha. As much as I want to stay and spend more time with them talking about anything under the sun but I can't. I still have a lot of things to do. After a short gathering with my old friends i'll go back home for my Lola's death anniversary. Spent 2-3 hours with my family and have to pack up my things going back to Manila. It's holiday on Monday but I still have to go back because Yoons Academy only follows Korean Holidays and its a deadly sin if you make your self absent.haha. It's 6 in the evening now. I already spent an hour with my pc. I've got enough time to chillax. I think so. Back to reality.




Consti mode.

It's UNFAIR!

I'm a bit pissed when I got a note from my manager asking about the reason why I had 2 missed class with my student. I was supposed to start a class with him two days ago. I admit I didn't call him but that wasn't my fault. I'm not used in blaiming others with my fault but this time I would do it because that would not be fair on my part. (I'm getting irritated now. grrr!) Our system in the office was changed for I think third time already. A new site and system was introduced. Not exactly introduced because the AM teachers wasn't informed about it nor taught about this freaking system. The site was good but apparantly not effective for us teachers because all of the text in the site were written in Korean Language. For Christ sake! We're just apprentice when it comes to Korean language. We just had a short class about how their alphabet was written and now they expect us that we knew already all the letters in their alphabet and how we are supposed to read all those character. oh well..That wasn't really my concern. Learning Korean language would be fine because that is a fun thing to do. But my concern is about how they brought out the system and let it run without informing us how to use it. I asked my TL (Team leader) about the daily sched but she just let me used my back up file which was the last month's sched. I even asked her about the daily report that were about to upload everyday and she just told me that it wasn't needed anymore. She didn't even know how to use the system because we haven't taught about it. oh well...not my fault...