Never make your friend feel they're alone...so disturb them as much as you can.

Iba iba man na ang kalsada naten nagyon. Minsan naman e daanan nyo pa din ako. Ayun. Miss ko na kayo. Bawal magdrama. Miss ko lang talaga kayo. Hik. Hik. Kampay!

Today's Horoscope

If anyone is entitled to have some fun, it's you -- and it's about darned time too. You've turned down all kinds of wonderful temptations lately, in just about every category. But just as you start to wonder why, the universe will arrange to deliver your reward -- a one-of-a-kind reward designed especially for you. Don't question it, and don't worry about why it's there. Entice an appropriate playmate and enjoy!
hmmm..perhaps i'm depriving myself with some chillax moments. oh well, how could you possibly do that when everytime you're about to text your friends and ask for a gimmick you suddenly had a second thought and caught yourself staring at the books you're bound to read.
tommorow will be our day!forget about the books...hehehe

week after week

And so we got the results of our first midterm exam with atty. laggui. All of us were frustrated. Though i've got a passing grade still I felt frustrated for I can do better than that. Oh well, I didn't expected that he would be that strict when it comes to handwriting and margin stuffs. There's no light during that time. It's blackout. Deym! How could you possibly perfect the exam if lots of disturbance keep on bagging you?hmmm..I shouldn't justify my stupidity as what my prof. always tells us. We've been struggling with this anxiety for almost three months now. We hardly can't figure it out where we're gonna be the next next few months. Whether all of us are still fulltime student or not. whoa! And so here comes the final exam, few weeks from now we'll be out again in the world. Leaving a life away from reality. Well, this is reality i think so. So I guess its better if we start digging the land so that so that we'll not gonna harvest again saeme thing as midtermexam. Forget about studying under the sun. Discussing things outside the classroom. We may get all the disturbances in the world but who cares?

i just hope light will be back at school. no need for gov't bidding.

"We fight, get beat, rise and fight again.."

(Down R-L) Atty. Calilio, Atty. Acosta, Atty. Gloria, Atty. Barbosa (Up R-L) Atty. Nas, Atty. Anaway.. Claim it! :)

way back into love

February 14, 2007

All of us were single.

No boyfriend to hang out with.

No flowers to count.

No chocolates to eat.

Everyone is wondering.

Everyone is confused.

When will be time?

Who will be the one?

Some says it's a curse.

Some says its not yet time.

After a year here comes my man.

Then we graduated and took sometime.

Another SINGLE found her man.

It's quiet rocky most of the time.

On and Off more than ten times.

But gladly still together at this time.

A year after,

here comes a new couple.

Another SINGLE met her Mr. Right.

No need to wait for someone who's on Macau.

Three of us were committed while three are not.

No need to go in a hurry for in God's time you'll met your Mr. Right.

Cancan don't look back rather look ahead.

For God definitely reserve someone for you on the right track.

De, look back. you might walking too fast and he can't reach your track.

Cabong, sit back and relax. In God's time you'll be hearing the beat of your heart.

We don't know what will happen next.

We can't say how far we can go.

For in love you don't own anything.

You just have to risk everything.

Coz you might loose or win in the end.

It had took a long time for us to meet the missing piece of the puzzle.

Too many roads; to take too many frogs to meet.

Yet in the end what matter is not the time we spent being SINGLE but

the moment we spent with the right person for us.

Coz waiting for true love is a worth while thing.

This is not a curse.

It's not just time.

For in God's time, we'll all be walking in the aisle,

saying I do with the right man.....

Be patient. Be inlove.

August 18, 2009

the other side of the world

hmmm.. I noticed that I almost posted just one side of my world. My routine when it comes to my school. I haven't share anything at all..yeah!haha..Just to freshen up my site that is full of anguish from the cruel world of law school. hmm.. How will I start?haha..Its pretty obvious why my site was named Marshi's World because its undeniably true that i really love and addicted to it. Marshmallows. I just can't resist the tempting sweet and soft mollows specially when I had a busy and a "not so good" day. I love writing down my thoughts. I love rainy days. I easilly get emotional with things. I rememeber the last time I cried was yesterday. I was just sitting right beside my bhe when we were playing this song from destiny's child cater to you. I don't know why the hell I cried that time.haha. Weird yet would not be a suprise thing to my bhe. He knows my mood swing. Though most of the time he get confused and think that something's wrong with him. I'm a self confessed possesive. I want the whole world see my existence. I'm afraid of loosing the things the really I treasured to the point of holding it too much. We never fight about that. I can say that I was too lucky to find someone who can love me despite of my imperfections. Being possesive is a psychological disorder as what I have reasearched. It is a disorder where in someone has experience a depression and rejection and wishes not to experience that way again and to make it worst if they become happy over something they always think that it might not gonna work out and same thing would happen. That's how imperfect I am. Atleast I admitted that already and I 'm trying to work it out with the help of my bhe. It's a mutual agreement that every couple i think must understand. Its something that you don't need to hide nor disregard for along the way this psycho disorder will certainly mess up your relation. I've been with my Bhe for almost 2 years now. We're about to celebrate our 2nd anniversary this coming 25th. Its not the years that you spent together that would make you feel better if you're having that disorder. But the fact the he's willing to catch all those pains whenever you'rte getting attack with this disorder without being bratt. I'm glad I was able to meet him for up to now I still don't know how to cope up with this freaking disoder. A big Thank's for my BHE...mwah!

love you bhe!mwah!

messed up!

The hell week was over. Midterm with my two super ever major subjects was over. Persons and consti subject. whoa! The first exam was a bit alright. I was able to answer almost half of the questions with full confidence. Almost all the questions there were included with my reviewer. I was contented. I didn't complain nor regret with those numbers I was not able to recall the answer. I just let it passed and had a heavy meal after. I still have to review for my two subjects for the next day that's why I still need to stay focus. On my second major exam, my frustration begun to level up as if somebody's playing my character. Unfortunately, out of 18 questions in the exam only 3 were from my reviewer. Me and Shane started reviewing at 7pm and slept at 4am. The exam started at exactly 8am. I just had a sack of coffee so I can resist my weakness. whoa! Fortunately, it was effective. I was not sleepy during the exam but still I still harvested root crops as what we always say. "rootcrops' simply means pangangamote.haha. oh well.. After the exam the three of us (aiwa, me and shane) just spent at canteen with our unsound minds and frustrations. Apparently, we decided to parted ways realizing that we still need to sleep and agonizing on that thing would just make our selves miserable. There is still the final exam and a month to proove on the class standing your worth of becoming a dignified lawyer. Its difficult. Far beyond what I expected. Every lesson should be fully digested with your brain. No room for scapegoats. No room for cheaters. For if you cheat you just might get the karma during bar exam.



This week was over. Goodbye frustrations! Its new beginning......



Rise and fight again Marshi!^^

At the back of your mind...

Just wanted to share what I have read over the net..

Why is 10:10 the Default Setting for Clocks and Watches? by Matt Soniak

Reader Humaira writes: “I have always wondered why clocks, watches, and timepieces always say (roughly) 10:10 before you set the correct time. If you go into a store selling any kind of time-telling device, that is the default factory setting. Why is that?!!”

First things first, let’s get the myths out of the way. There are plenty of people out there who think that clocks in advertisements and in-store displays are set this way memorialize Abraham Lincoln/John F. Kennedy/Martin Luther King Jr. because that was the time at which they were shot or died. In reality, Lincoln was shot at 10:15 p.m., and died the next morning at 7:22 a.m., JFK was shot at 12:30 p.m. CST and was pronounced dead 1 p.m. and MLK was shot 6:01 p.m. and pronounced dead at 7:05 p.m.

Another theory has it that 10:10 was the time that an atomic bomb was dropped on either Nagasaki or Hiroshima, and the setting is in memory of the casualties. The Fat Man bomb was actually dropped on the former at 11:02 a.m. local time and the Little Boy on the latter at 8:15 a.m. local time.

The real reason for the setting? Aesthetics.
The 10:10 position gives the clock or watch a number of benefits:
• The hands not overlapping, so they’re fully and clearly visible and their styling can be admired.
• The arrangement of the hands is symmetrical, which people generally find more pleasant than asymmetry, making the product more appealing to customers.
• The manufacturer’s logo, usually in the center of the face under the 12, is not only visible, but nicely framed by the hands.
• Additional elements on the face (like date windows and secondary dials), usually placed near the 3, 6, or 9, won’t be obscured.According to the folks at Timex (who set their products at 10:09:36 exactly), the standard setting used to be 8:20, but this made the face look like it was frowning. To make the products look “happier,” the setting was flipped into a smile (occasionally, you’ll still see the 8:20 setting on some clocks or watches where the manufacturer’s logo is at bottom of the face above the 6).

http://blogs.static.mentalfloss.com/blogs/archives/26262.html

Motivate yourself

Today is Friday!and by next week would be the crucial week. i don't know if I'm gonna be excited for the next week. I'm starting to feel the pressure.whoa!I should not give up since this is what I want. Being a Lawyer is easy but becoming a lawyer is absolutely different. Its a tough road, tiring, frustrating..yet fulfilling. Regardless of the time you spent reading all your books still you'll find yourself crossing fingers and mentioning alot of names of Saint during recitation. Oh well, adjustment period was over. Wake up Marshi!






grrrr..sayang naman ang pinagipunan ko kung ibabagsak ko lang to noh?haha
this is what I want..bawal mafrustrate..Law School lang yan..haha..Adja!

Today's Horoscope

The Bottom Line
The power struggles going on today are not the type you should get involved with.

In Detail
A certain amount of frustration may be present in your life right now, much as you would like to avoid it. Try to work solo as much as possible to duck any negative energy around you. You can actually turn this sense of discontent to your advantage -- a situation that is using your last nerve as a jump rope might just force you to find a solution. Direct your formidable resources toward this, and you'll be sitting pretty in no time.


--sapul!haha

A minute of everything

I was late for my class for 2mins. hayyy.. I didn't notice the time. I was too busy sleeping.haha. I was supposed to read the remaining chapters of my assignment but unfortunately I was caught up with my weakness. Sleeping. I really can't avoid it. Oh well, how would I be able to avoid it if the truth is I haven't had enough of this everyday. That sleeping for 3-4 hours is what on my daily schedule. Waaaaaa! i'm not tired. I'm not tired. And I'm not tired. Hahahaa..I can do all of this..in God's perfect time. Weee! I just hope my student won't complain about it. (cross fingers*) I might get a memo after this. waaaa!goodluck...everything would be fine...errr! This shows how important every minute of everything. You might loose your job in a minute, broke someones's heart, loose a loveone, stole something, acquire knowledge, fight and beat the enemy..you woudn't know it..so be careful..For in a minute, a doctor may save one's life, a driver might drove his wheel on the wrong track, a teacher may either change the history..brukkkk brukkkk..This would be the last..I hope so..hehe..


Adja!^.^

Today's Horoscope

In Detail

Ouch! Someone's working their way under your skin and trying to provoke
you. Instead of being irritated by what you see as their needless rebellion,
take a step back and a deep breath and view things objectively. Maybe they
actually have a point? Would changing your mind and your ways on this matter
actually benefit you in the long run? These are all very good questions to
consider.

The Bottom Line
You'll have to perform a tricky negotiation with someone who rubs you the wrong way.

---hmmm...parang may hint na ko about this..hehe

Bermuda Triangle and alike

Two days ago, me and BHEhalf was having a converasation about this thing. We both enjoy talking about weird things in earth.haha. Not just because that were weird but simply because we find it so amazing how the world had this things that no one could explain. (as what we thought) We almost didn't notice the time. Were both facinated with the stuff to the point that up to now we were still talking about it and searching over the net about it.

The Bermuda Triangle (sometimes also referred to as the Devil's Triangle) is a stretch of the Atlantic Ocean bordered by a line from Florida to the islands of Bermuda, to Puerto Rico and then back to Florida. It is one of the biggest mysteries of our time - that perhaps isn't really a mystery. The term "Bermuda Triangle" was first used in an article written by Vincent H. Gaddis for Argosy magazine in 1964. In the article, Gaddis claimed that in this strange sea a number of ships and planes had disappeared without explanation. Gaddis wasn't the first one to come to this conclusion, either. As early as 1952, George X. Sands, in a report in Fate magazine, noted what seemed like an unusually large number of strange accidents in that region.
In 1969 John Wallace Spencer wrote a book called Limbo of the Lost specifically about the Triangle and, two years later, a feature documentary on the subject, The Devil's Triangle, was released. These, along with the bestseller The Bermuda Triangle, published in 1974, permanently registered the legend of the "Hoodoo Sea" within popular culture.
Why do ships and planes seem to go missing in the region? Some authors suggested it may be due to a strange magnetic anomaly that affects compass readings (in fact they claim Columbus noted this when he sailed through the area in 1492). Others theorize that methane eruptions from the ocean floor may suddenly be turning the sea into a froth that can't support a ship's weight so it sinks (though there is no evidence of this type of thing happening in the Triangle for the past 15,000 years). Several books have gone as far as conjecturing that the disappearances are due to an intelligent, technologically advanced race living in space or under the sea.

The Theory:

Methane Hydrate

Fanciful idea of how a ship could suddenly plunge to the bottom. Methane Hydrate is a cage-like lattice of ice which contains methane molecules. Methane is a natural gas, but it freezes at temperatures higher than regular ice. Methane hydrates exist all over the world, both under land and under the ocean, but only at depths below 1,000 feet from the sea surface. Studies indicate there could be as much as 200 trillion cubic feet of this gas hydrate for US energy use alone. Worldwide estimates of the hydrate beds project 400 million trillion cubic feet exist. This dwarfs the estimates for natural gas which is only 5000 trillion cubic feet. If gas hydrates can account for the missing in the Bermuda Triangle, they should be causing 10 times the disappearances all around the world considering the vast beds beneath.

still seaching other facts.......
http://www.bermuda-triangle.org/
http://www.unmuseum.org/triangle.htm

Today's Horoscope

"You are feeling curious right now, especially about people and customs of other countries. This could be one of the most enlightening periods of your life if you let yourself follow your desire to ask more questions and take more social risks. Keep probing into areas that confuse, beguile or even frustrate you. If you don't understand something, then you need to figure it out. Don't stop until you feel educated and rewarded. It shouldn't take too long."

---ganun?haha

my stay at DPSPA

I've spent my four years in this department. The place where myself was broken into pieces yet was able to get up and gain my own identity. It was a difficult yet memorable. Well, after watching the video of our class 2years ago I can't help being mushy. I missed them so much. It's like that we were been separated for almost a long time. BPAG was a family. It wasn't just a group of people, a section but a family that no matter how imperfect we are, we were still been accepted. We've gone through a lot of things. And just like a family, there were time that are patience were test and misunderstandings were difficult to avoid. It was ironic how we shouted and fought against each other yet at the end of the day we still go back to each others company realizing that there's no other people that will love you and embrace you with arms wide open. Two years had already passed. There were people that i still seing at present like my tropa but there are also those whom the last time I saw was during the last day of the class not even during the graduation. I know that everyone could relate on this because no matter how loner you are on the class when you are studying you still have a simple but touching story that you could share. The time is over. And that's the main thing I've learned at BPAG that no matter how you enjoy a thing or even having difficulty in moving outside the box you still have to go out for its over now. Don't get stuck and don't let yet yourself be eaten up by earthlings.haha. Be professional and let the shit of life suck their own self. Getting mushy for a bit of time would be fine yet still learn how to move forward. Don't forget what you have left behind for that is something that made you exactly the person you are right now. bow!