Saturday, July 4, 2009

when all you can do is to wait....


I haven't had a complete sleep this week. I'm about to loose my voice. I still have lots of stuff to do. I haven't read any of the case assigned to me. But still I'm working again for this blog. I just had a short chat with my college buddy. We we're talking about some serious stuff then suddenly it hits me..Grrrr! I'm getting emotional..I decided to sign out from the chat room. I leave the conversation without saying a word. I really missed my friends. I wanted to see them but my busy sched would be a big deal. The last time we had our trip was just last summer. But we were as if trapped with our own world for almost a decade. It was a rainy night in summer. We headed to South and leaved the polluted place of Manila to take some relaxing moments in a not so distant place. It wasn't the exact plan. The place was on the 3rd on our list. But whether its our 1st, 2nd or even none of our choice the place won't matter anymore. The main rule that night was to enjoy. No problems to air, no senti moments, not even a single drop of pain would give a damn. And so we enjoy the rest of the moment. It was nice that for a single night we forget of being miserable. That I never mentioned anything about my freaking job lost and how I was so hopeless thinking of it. It was weird how we were able to hide those anguish feeling from us. We'ere all wounded, we're all tired, saturated..but still were fighting..I just hope everything would be fine. Til the next rainy summer......





^ ^ i was the one wearing red jacket..

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Things that Marshi wants to do before leaving the earth:


1. Be a Lawyer.
2. Publish a book.
3. Build my dream house.
4. Build a classroom in my adopted community.
5. Be the best wife and mom.
6. Travel the whole world.
7. Produce a concert.
8. Go back to my old school and have my speech.
9. Teach Filipino students.

my two cents worth..


I started blogging when I was a sophomore college student. It was just a free site offered by friendster. com. that time blogging was not that a thing. It was more of a hobby of releasing your thoughts through those keys. I had so many site but unfortunately most of them got no space already that is why I created this one. This is my own way of sharing my personal views. I'm not a back stabber. I can shout right in front of you if I know that I'm telling the truth and you're juts doing your shit. I'm not patient in waiting but I'm trying to be. I'm hard headed. I fight for what I believe is right but I also knew when to raise my white flag. I don't easily forgive and forget. I value education that is why I hate seeing students cutting their classes just for the sake of enjoying with their friends. I'm not a grade concious nor a role model of the campus. I'm just one of those students whom everyone thought would just make a shit but surprisingly do a hit. You might think I'm bragging but I'm not. I always believe that I'm still the little girl raised in my home town. Little enough to look up but big enough to chase. I still need to search for myself. Make the neccesary adjustment to fit the world and have my own identity. I owe everything to this world. I might look a bratt but I knew when to bow my head and kneel if standing was going difficult. I owe everything not just to my Lord and my parents but for everyone who've hurted, disppointed and made me feel small for those are the reasons why I keep on searching for myself and putting my best forward.


" Righteousness??hindi lang sa hindi ka gumagawa ng mali..kelangan mo din gumawa ng tama.."


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